So I know I've been blogging for about two months now but I wanted to do a full post on who I am.. Don't worry ill cut it short..
I know some parts of my life have been stated in other posts but it all a bit miss mash, so I thought I'd do a full post to make it more clearer...
To start off here's a picture of me when I was little.. N'awrh
I was born on the 24th of July 1998.. Summer baby, my mum was 15 at the time.. She heard the name to on the TV during her labour and decided to call me Toni-Louise.
For the first two years of my life me and my mum lived with my nan.. Two years later we moved four houses down the street from her into our own house which we are in now..
I don't remember much from being little.. My dad wasn't around much and his mum, dad and sister lived in Thailand for the first couple years of my life.
Growing up I always amused myself and wasn't bothered about being the only child... I enjoyed my own company and my mum said I even had an imaginary friend at some point..
My great auntie and uncle, lived in wales and I didn't get too see them much, when I turned seven, my nan decided that we'd would go down and stay with my auntie and uncle for two weeks! It was great, we went to the beach and lots of places!
As I got older and my nan and granddad came back from Thailand, I got too see them more which was great! However my dad would just can and go as he pleased and I didn't really understand why...
Three years into primary school, a little girl called Diana and her family moved in across the road from me..
From that day on Diana and I were inseparable and were best of friends!
We did everything together..
In my last year of primary I got some heart breaking news, my nan, was diagnosed with cancer and I didn't really understand what cancer was, I just knew she was very ill. At first she stayed at home but she soon got worse and had to move into a care home. I went to see her everyday and it was heart breaking for me to know I couldn't help her.
In January 2009 she passed away, I couldn't understand why I couldn't see her and it really effected me. As I didn't want to leave the house.
September that year I started high school and it was so scary but it was the best five years of my life..
Me and Diana were closer than ever, but when I moved into year 9, things changed. I change home from a holiday in wales and Diana's house was empty!
I was heart broken and couldn't believe I'd lost my best friend!
I quickly had to learn to live without my best friend.
But it still effected me, I started to loose focus at school and got into a lot of arguments with my mum.
In the last year of high school I pulled myself together and help raise over £200 for charity. I also worked hard for my exams and got 9 GCSE'S/BTEC'S, all C's and above.
I then started college completing a level two diploma in air cabin crew.. I was also made college rep and made some great friends.
In March last year I got my job as a ride host at Alton towers resort! It was scary but its the best thing I ever did.. I remember on my first day I got locked into a harness and sent on oblivion because I'd never been before..
Which leads me to where I am now, still in contact with Diana my best friend. I miss my nan more now then ever and wish I could share me achievements with her! My mum is my best friend! I still like my own company.. My dad is no existent but I still see my nan and granddad..
I've got a lot of different people in my life at the moment but things are looking good and I will soon be starting a level three diploma in travel and tourism.
I'm also learning how to drive.. scary..
But I'm starting my blog as a hobby and to share my life with you all..
So hope you all enjoy my blog.
Lots of love!
Toni-Louise x
