Good day friends, it me here again with yet another post for the week..
So it been a funny old week.. Ups, downs.. Good days and bad days..
I started my week on high taking a trip to Alton Towers.. Yes I know what your think.. but Toni you work there.. Well yeah me and four of my work colleagues/friends decided to take a trip to go plan on some roller coasters.. Even tho it started to raining half way through the day, we didn't let it bother us and carried on enjoying our selves...
Embarrassing picture for the web.. Sorry guys!
Wednesday, I had to go into college to collect my new ID for the year..
On the bright side college now has a costa coffee inside it so, looks like ill be spending my days in there..
Also on Wednesday, I went for a job interview... I'm not sure if I've made it clear in other posts but I've not been enjoying going into work recently.. so I decided to try something else. The interview I felt went well but I wasn't blown away and going to the interview made me realised how much I love Alton Towers.. And how much I wanted to stay..
So I bounced back from this on Thursday, put my uniform on and went to work, happy as could be. The day was long and stressful.
On Friday I felt on top of the world and knew it was going to be good day.. The day all together was great, lots of laughs with the team and guests and its days like that what make me not want to go.
Later on in the day I heard from another member of staff that a former colleague had been making things up about me.. Stating id been 'bullying' him. I am not a bully and would never do that to anyone having been bullied before myself.
This made me feel really sad that people would think that of me.. I know I am young but I hate people judging you for your age. I among other are very mature for 17, I wouldn't go round bullying people.
In addition to this my friend had got some stuff to tell me about a guy I've been speaking too.. After chasing her around the station for 15 minutes she finally told me.. It wasn't what I wanted to hear and just added to stress even more...
Later on yesterday, my two closest friends who I've been trying to arrange things with decided to say the don't wanna go to Alton Towers and in a way started to say nasty things about my work place. After months of trying arrange things and keep getting let down, lied too, excuses after excuse I finally lost it and told them I was sick of there excuses and I give up with trying with them..
I hate doing sad posts, but I need someone to share my week with and well you guys are great listeners!
I guess from this post I want you to know that sometimes life isn't easy and you do have bad/down days and its ok to share what your feeling!
Everyone has issues and I know how it feels not to have anyone to talk to about it.. I felt I wanted to be open with you guys in my posts and this is something which is effecting me currently..
I anyone else is having a bad week and just some issues, feel free to get in touch, Ill try and help as much as I can or even if you just need someone to listen to I'm here...
Love You Guys! <3
Photographed and edited by my self.
