So as you know I look after a number of dogs.
One dog inoutticualer Nancy who you have not yet met is very special to me. All the dogs are special and I love them all the millions.
Nancy is a white bichon frise whom I used to have most regularly she would come nearly every three months.
Last year on one of her stays she was a little poorly and I stayed up with her all night to look after her..
After this night she got taken to vets where they said it was treatable but she would need to stay in over night.
The next day they told us that she had several cancers lumps and would need to be put asleep as there was no other option.
Yesterday Nancy would of been five years old.
Not a day goes by when I don't think about her and the mischief she gets up to.
Losing a loved one/pet is hard to deal with and some days will be harder than others but you have to be strong.
You don't need to forget, just remember happy times!
Be strong and don't be afraid to talk about things!
Talking about things may make it easier but don't feel you have too, people deal with loss in different ways!
Stay strong!
Lots of love!